i am not: giving in to you
i love: my bed
i hate: pests
i want: change
i fear: not making you proud
i hope: to be happy
i crave: attention
i regret: trusting people
i cry: alone
i care: for you
i always: complain
i long: for fairness
i trust: no one now
i give: trouble
i feel alone: without you
i listen: to my mom
i hide: under my blankets
i sing: better than william hung
i dance: like a monkey
i talk: without thinking
i write: with my right hand
i breathe: not deep enough
i miss: it.them.you
i search: and I hate searching
i am hurt: when you snapped at me
i learn: not to trust
i feel: insecure
i know: i'm not studying enough
i adore: Jonathan Rhys Meyers and Brad Pitt
i wonder: why i'm doing this dumb thing
i say: what people want to hear
i succeed: ...i will!
i fail: most of the time
i wish: for perfection